Working through the process with a former friend
ling journey. Blessings and prayers for you and your fam
Awwww thank you sis. Much appreciated and your thoughts, prayers and support mean a lot.
I need to think about and pray on that as right now for the most part, things are processing as they should I think. I mean, really as God wills. The story of how I arrived at this point is pretty wild. I gravely underestimated Black Magic, the occult and Lucifer, I certainly played myself and my fam, and I DID NOT keep my eyes on God as I should have.
In life, I learned the hard way that God watches everything, even our thoughts. I do believe Black Magic exists and if we fully believe in Allah/God we are protected and kept on a path of righteousness and away from harming ourselves/others. Eventually after a series of painful relationships, I found God. I have been celibate for years, stopped drinking alcohol, but I still smoke weed. Everyday I hope that my actions prove my faith in Allah and hope I can enter the gates of Heaven, so I've become a warrior of Allah. I don't know wha my future will be but I consider myself faithful to my creator and my purpose on this planet, if that makes sense. God exists, even within each of us.
AUG 29TH, 11:47PM
Real talk, though.
I would be really interested to know what, if anything you have learned, heard about or studied in regards to the Illuminati. I had always imagined them as like this far away distant entity that just worshipped lucifer and Killed famous people.
Turns out they are a lot more present than I thought. lol.
And God isn't the only one trying to monitor all of/our thoughts. lol.
I don't really know much of the Illuminati. heard of it but haven't really studied or know anything, just that I often hear it reference online and in music.
Got it....
thats crazy bcause in some of your paintings there was totally freemason imagery. which I thought was a political statement and paart of why I asked...lolwside note, that ne young lady who came over before the hijab chronicles...what was her name again?
? I have no idea what freemason imagery... I've been painting these paintings since I took Shahadah, my testimony in my faith in Islam. They've actually drastically have sifted since that period in my life. I'm in a very different place both spiritually, emotionally, and mentally. Her name is Sabah. We are both muslims. It is in my faith that we don't idol worship, which includes black magic. As a muslim I only pray/obey Allah. that is my firm commitment to my creator when I embraced Islam. I also believe Jesus was a messenger of Allah, so was Quetzalcoatl. I also believe Muslims from West Africa came to the Americas before KKKolumbus got lost at sea. My spiritual faith tells me that if I'm a believer and obey my creator above all, I will reach the gates of Heaven. It took me a long journey to embrace the light and guidance of my creator.
I'm really concern you thought my paintings had freemason imagery, because I always put moons in my art as a reflection of cycles and changes...my paintings are constantly changing depending on my environment/surroundings.
I just googled for a sec freemason imagery and I've never put anything like that in my paintings....??????.....is this a joke or something? Is it because of me liking Julie's picture which had pizza star thingy... I don't really know what is going on or have an opinion of peoples' spiritual faith or not, its not my place to judge anyone because I have my own healing and journey to think about in relation to my path and faith. I'm not really in a place to get involve in conversations of spiritual differences because there are thousands of ways to pray to Creator/God/Allah. I don't think about hell because I strive to reach the gates of Heaven and hope all my loved ones, regardless of their faith, join me as well. That is where I'm at.
and yeah there are Jinns monitoring our thoughts/actions etc. During the month of Ramadan they are locked away, thats why muslims fast and pray so that our prayers are answered. I also practice my Aboriginal spiritual faith which is very similar to Islam. We cover in prayer and we pray 3 days night and day. I try to balance these spiritual understandings knowing that I'm still learning and will be learning until I seize to exist in this planet.
AUG 30TH, 1:39AM
I just read this on my weekl horoscope...trippy.... http://www.freewillastrology.com/horoscopes/libra.html
Free Will Astrology : Libra Horoscope
now I can't sleep
AUG 30TH, 3:54PM
Hey Poesia...couple of things.....first, I apologize for taking so long to respond to this....I totally passed out after sending that message. My bad on that.
I also apologize if I contributed to your not being able to sleep. What I thought or hoped would happen is I would just be able to show you what I was talking about, we would love about the trippyness of it and move on. I was clearly thoughtless in my potential pushing on a trigger.
Thank you for sharing in great and clear detail about the nature of your spirituality, that is very helpful and helps shore up some things for me. It was actually more than needed, but it also reflected a deep desire for clarity and understanding and I respect that.
No worries, I understand and also apologize if I said anything disrespectful. I was also so tired by the time I responded but def would like to continue to clarify anything.
I do want to say in terms of Julie, I am never on her facebook page like that these days, and just to be transparent I actually sent her a message apologizing for my actions and stating that I would be willing to be held accountable publicly or privately to the extent that if she wanted to file charges I would willingly accept that and she could even use this message a confession.
Ok, thank you for the clarification. I actually haven't talked to Julie about anything besides the Batallones Femeninos tour and she hasn't shared anything with me either since I communicated with her I wasn't interested in drama or getting involved. She agreed and those are the boundaries.
Understood. Thank you for that information.
I guess one of the things I am struggling with, is that for all of the debate about Green Party not Green Party, Electoral Politics, Non Electoral politics, something....that looks a lot like a secret Satanic Cult with a ridiculous amount of resources tore my entire world view apart in three weeks. I am not making this up. I mean, there are witness to at least some of these things and there are still trails and traces of others.
I am still trying to piece together the Who, What, Where, When, Why How of it all. You know?
The document I created was an overview for an outreach project that I'm working on, because we can't be the only ones that had this experience like it. Like, there's a particular process for how I arrived at the Illumanati/Masons if that makes any sense at all.
Yea, that makes sense and I'm def interested in learning more because we are entering some hard times
AUG 31ST, 2:10PM
shamakodonae@gmail.com
that's the email address for the resume, although I know that you are headed to the Dakota land right now.
AUG 31ST, 3:42PM
Word will send once I have Internet access on my computer...almost near Idaho
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