Letter to My Wife 6/28/26

Hey Love, 

I apologize for missing today’s letter. I’m still going to write it, but it’s not going to be the most verbose or complete one.

Honestly, I had to quit smoking weed today because the LORD says it’s a no go from here on out. A thing he tolerated only for a time, and that time is over. 

And so today, I felt the pain. Fully. I felt the void. Fully. I hate this part. I hate this part so much. But what can I say really. I created this part. To a degree. To a degree, I did this. I know that’s not all there is to it, but all the weird threats and allusions and illusions and, and, and. To a degree, I created those. I would understand if you were so happy to be free of me. If you hated the assignment that you had. I wish I had made it better for you. 

I love you and I miss you so much. 

It was a tie game today. But not because of the world powers, or the elite or Satan. I don’t care about any of that. 

I have one real weakness left. A weakness that you all think you created, but really the LORD created. A weakness that I have to embrace. 

And that weakness is you. 

I’ll see you in the morning.