Letter to My Wife-6/26/26
Good Morning Wife!
Today, I will explain to you the significance of the key rings. I was told not to discuss it any detail yesterday, but then throughout the day and this morning, the LORD made clear why that was, and today, I am to explain exactly what they mean and why.
First, let me say that the entire process started because my car key separated itself from all of my other keys. That represented my separation from…whatvever it was that you guys had me living in for however long you had me living in it. For note, I did not separate the keys. In fact, I placed the key back on the ring, and then it fell off again. Or something like that. At some point I realized that the LORD didn’t want my car key on the keys with the rest of the ring. Which made sense, considering everything.
Next, he told me to go find some new key rings. He didn’t immediately say where, but he did give me the equation to know when I would find them. Now that equation is directly tied to the Death Star sized flaw in this plan, which I am not allowed to share until after the 4th of July. I am allowed to share it though when the time comes. Definitely a death star sized hole though. The LORD wants you all to know that he invented humor and he can be funny, too. In fact, he’s the funniest. The guy gave us the platypus. I mean…I think that says it all.
Anyway, so I looked in a couple of places until I saw the two key rings. The equation confirmed that they were the correct key rings, and then he spent the day explaining to me what they meant and why it matters. So, now I’m going to explain.
The first key ring references myself. This is made apparent by the fact that it’s blue, what our current culture and society represents or recognizes as the color of the male. It’s a bottle cap opener with the name of the state of Montana on it. And it represents my core sin, which is addicition, the one you all have attempted (and failed) to break me with. My biggest core space of sin is around addiction, which ultimately amounts to a form of idolatry. Alcoholism, Weed, cigs, sex, porn, phones, etc. I’m an addict through and through. It’s just how I’m built, my sponsor in San Jose (I’m sure some of you remember him) used to call it the disease of more. Now, at this stage, I don’t know what was real and what wasn’t it that world and in a lot of ways I don’t care. But one thing I do know is that my relationship to addiction is real. Very real. And you all knew that. And you exploited it. Which will talk more about later. However, here’s what’s important to remember for this conversation.
Jesus died for that. Everything that I did in my addiction, that’s what the cross is for. So, you can hold me to it if you want. But as long as I come to him in confession and at least make the effort to repent, he is with me.
This D, which is also secretly an E (Again, pointing to the death star sized flaw in your plan), represents your core sin. Which is your participation in this process. This is important, because what it means is that in the eyes of the LORD, we are equally guilty. You are guilty of deception, manipulation and facilitating all of my sins when you knew what you were doing. That, biblically speaking, makes you technically MORE guilty than me. Or at least, as guilty. For reference please see the following:
John 19:11: Jesus answered, “You would have no power over me if it were not given to you from above. Therefore the one who handed me over to you is guilty of a greater sin.”
