Conversation with Wife about her possible Monarch Status

Monarch Possibility List

General Existence of Monarch Programming: 

• Are Monarchs Real? 

• Alpha 

• Beta 

• DID

Where are the Monarchs Placed??

• Spies and Assassins 

• Celebrities and Entertainers 

• Politicians and Organizers 

• Regular People Around the block 

Existence of Monarchs in My Life

Reasonably Certain Monarchs: 

• Jansett-(Told me)

• Dione-(Watched the Transition) 

Possible Monarchs: 

Relevance: The existence of confirmed Monarchs early on and in multiple locations implies the possibility of Monarchs in other locations and times:

• Selene 

• Julie 

• Anasa 

• Rebeka 

Please be aware that I am bringing this up more as an “intervention” than an insult or attack although I know that something like this can be an ego grating experience. I know that discussing my addictions before I was prepared to accept them made me feel angry, attacked and defensive even when I knew I wasn’t being attacked and I had no reason to be defensive. 

I also recognize that I am not a licensed doctor, therapist or clinician. I’m no formal expert here. I’m just a guy trying to keep his wife, and himself and his marriage together.  Also want to acknowledge how difficult, annoying, frustrating, hurtful and harmful having someone evaluate your behavior like this is. And it gives me no joy or happiness to do this.

**For note, despite all of this, I do not regret our marriage and I have a lot of wonderful memories with you. I seek only the truth, a greater sense of harmony, deeper love and a focus on the cross in our marriage. 

**Note: Part of the Implication of Monarch Programming is that you may or may not be aware of what you’re doing and why at any given moment. 

**Note: Context and Patterns matter. Certain things, in and of themselves, are not relevant or definitive. The ongoing pattern of behavior 

**Are we choosing this or did it choose us? 

• Have actually watched your personality split/blackout under the correct circumstances

• History of abuse (specifically psychological abuse) for both you and son 

• NPD father 

• Consistent 666 representation in mothers photos

• “Don’t have a soul” Joke 

• Really great wife in a multitude of ways

• Challenges with Blood Sugar 

• Appearance of being Co-Gang Stalked 

• Scratching my penis during a blow job

• “Enough Room for a Body” Joke 

• Naturally good with guns 

• Concern with fairness seems to have disappeared 

• Knife Incident 

• Sleepiness when certain content comes on 

• The Stuff at your Dad’s Apartment

• BJ’s Ceremony/Serramonte Comment 

• McDonalds Steak Bagel (640 calories)

• The Package 

• The various answers for the Package (Total Package, Fragile, etc.) 

• The Call that Came in the Morning of Humboldt

• Your “calm” through the entirety of the process

• The Birthday Cake with the Occult Symbol 

• 222

• Wearing Leopard Print the day that we watched that movie 

• Not a witch 

• 11:11

• One Eye/All Seeing Eye Pose-At least two that I can remember off the top of my head 

• Pain Tolerance 

• Soda’s from the other day 

• Flashes of high level intellect that is rarely applied (in my sight) 

• Flashes of Multiple Personalities 

• Inconsistent Emotional expression and output 

• Struggle with empathizing or being perceived as empathizing

• Making light of that struggle on an ongoing basis

• Unwillingness to talk to anyone about what’s happening and why 

• Track Covering

• Having the appearance of picking fights 

• The Fasting Incident 

• Bible baiting 

• Your Spontaneous Use of the Word Synagogue 

• Black Sword

• The Apartment 

• Everything that has happened since living at this apartment 

• How did we get to this apartment? 

• Statements that appear random that emerge later on in the day or the next day somehow

• The placement of 666’s and Baphometey symbols everywhere all the time. 

• 2466 Unwin 

• The Illuminati Text that was in your old phone (Created a fight, no real answers on the actual text…as if I don’t have a right to know these things) 

• Sometimes it seems as though you almost enjoy seeing me struggle (Speculative) 

• The Birthday Video 

• The Crab Feed and “Demons of the Mind” 

• Everyone that is the absolute wrong person likes you. 

• MK-Ultra breakdowns (The incident in the car….”What do I do?) 

• Off handed Negging-(The accidental sending of the message intended for Lan to me)

• The amount of things in this process that point back at you. 

• The whole heart pictures missing parts of the heart 

• A general hiding out in the open and then denying that what is being seen or experienced is being seen and experienced. 

• Implication of some level of group support-(Never works without it-can’t just be one individual) 

• Message sending times on a consistent basis 

• Behaving as though I’m being mean or spiteful for simply noticing things. 

• And now the Oreo Cookies 

Questions to resolve moving forward: 

1. Is it reasonable, based on everything that we currently know,  to at least consider this a legit possibility? If so, what is the next step? If not, why? 

2. How do we determine if this is a legitimate perception? What is the determining factor either way? 

3. How do we use this moment to recommit to our marriage? What does growth in a situation like this mean? 

4. What does the Bible have to say about any or all of this? How can it be used to inform how we build from here? 

5. Are there regrets? If so, what are those regrets, are they valid and how can they be processed in a healthy manner? 

6. What are the conscious and unconscious factors involved in brining us to this point? What are the roles of the spiritual factors? God, Jesus the Holy Spirit, Satan, Demons, the World and the Flesh? 

7. Are we willing to recommit to working through this, lean on the Lord, create healthy boundaries for both parties and build from this?